The
Fundaments of a Beating
By AM.
Fleury
It
didn't matter really what had gone wrong. Just something had gone wrong...like
it always did.
It
didn't really matter whose fault it was. He was the scapegoat, after all. Who
cares if nobody could've been at fault? Who cares if the plan was perfect...but
the hedgehog still managed to get away?
It
didn't really matter at all.
Snively,
of course, was aware of all this. He was also aware that HE was the scapegoat.
He was
aware that, at the moment, he was cowering against the huge computer consoles
with sweat running down his face.
He was
also aware that his uncle, in livid rage, was standing before him with clenched
fists.
"Sir...please...sir...It
wasn't my fault..."
Robotnik
took a split seconds time to analyze that phrase.
First
off...sir. Sir was the title his nephew used when addressing him. It was a
title of respect... albeit respect out of necessity. After all, thought
Robotnik, I'm much bigger than he...
The
second word...please. Please what? Please don't beat me, Robotnik assumed.
Please don't hurt me...please calm down...please don't punish me for my
stupidity.
Spare
the rod and spoil the child, thought Robotnik. If I don't punish him for his
mistakes, then how will he learn? How can I trust him to do his jobs if he's
constantly making incompetent mistakes?
The
third word...sir again. Again that title of respect. The acknowledgement that
Robotnik was boss. That it was Robotnik's choice whether or not to proceed with
the beating.
But
that last phrase...oh no. It was a no-no. Bad. "It's not my fault."
Now his nephew was trying to shift the blame onto something else. Packbell,
maybe? Faulty computer? Robotnik himself? Anywhere but him.
Robotnik
considered the whole sentence in those split seconds...and the last phrase
launched him out of logical thinking and into unfathomable and uncontrollable
rage.
Sniv'
slid along the counter, putting distance between him and his uncle. He had seen
the logic in his uncle's eyes for a split second. But then the rage had taken
over. Sniv' wondered what he'd said. But whatever it was...it had clinched his
punishment.
I'm
going to get beaten, he thought, miserably. I can't escape...I misewell just
take it. Running just makes it worse...
Robotnik
watched his nephew through his vicious gaze. Saw him start to relax, accepting
the situation, then grow fearful again. Saw him scramble away.
Sniv'
found a space under the console. He pushed the chair out of the way and crawled
in.
Although
he knew it was a bad idea. Robotnik just got angrier when he hid.
Hiding
like a kicked dog wasn't Sniv's idea of fun either. But it was an instinct...a
fierce instinct to avoid pain.
Robotnik
went over to the niche in the console. "Come out," he commanded.
"Now."
There
was a whimpering noise from the niche, but no movement.
"Snively,"
growled Robotnik warningly. "COME OUT."
Sniv'
thought about it for a second. He decided not to obey. He knew in the long run,
it was a mistake. In the long run, it meant more pain. But at the current
moment, it was working for him just fine...
"SNIVELY,
COME OUT HERE NOOOOOWWW! IF YOU DON'T COME OUT, I"LL..."
Robotnik
didn't really need to continue. "I'll beat you" just sounded
frivolous (and anyway, it was the truth that need not be spoken), and
"I'll kill you" was going a little overboard. After all, Robotnik
would never kill Snively. He needed him to work!
There
was still no movement from the niche, and Robotnik's anger, like a bomb, exploded.
He bent
over and grabbed under the console. His nephew shrieked and curled smaller. But
the niche wasn't that big. Robotnik's arm could reach all the way under.
He
grabbed his nephew by the arm and dragged him out, crying and whimpering.
Robotnik
clenched a fist, and for a second looked at it. His eyes took in every detail.
How the leather crinkled and molded around his knuckles. It was a large fist, a
heavy fist.
It was
a fist that could do much damage.
"No,
sir...please!"
Red was
Robotnik's favorite color. Red as in fire, red as in blood, red as in rage...
He
indulged in his rage. He gave in to it. It felt so good to just give in. It
felt even better to let it out.
One
punch, two punch, three punch, four...
The
pain filled his body. He cried and pleaded to his uncle.
But
Robotnik didn't understand mercy.
"OWWWWSTOPPPP!!!"
Screaming
just made Robotnik wilder. It fed him, like gasoline to a fire...making the
punches come even harder, even faster...
"PPPLLLLLEEEASEEEESTOPPP!"
It hurt
so bad, he wished his uncle would just kill him and be done. He felt the grip
on him loosen, and felt his body impact with the floor.
Though,
he knew that wasn't the ending of his abuse...rather just the beginning.
Robotnik
drew back his foot. Like his fist...it was big, and it could damage. He threw
it out in a kick, slamming it hard into his nephew's side. There was a pained
scream, and the impact sent his lackey rolling into the console.
A
beating... Robotnik thought... Is a full body workout.
Hands:
He snatched his nephew up, threw him against the wall. Caught him up again.
Punch...punch...punch. The creaking sound of delicate ribs bending under the
onslaught was lovely.
Feet:
He dropped his nephew down, and kicked him like he was a living football.
Slam---Snively hit the console again. He couldn't even scream; his breath was
gone from the impact.
Arms,
legs, heart...all were put into action during these sessions of abuse.
And the
most important thing, thought Robotnik, as his head began to clear of
anger...My mind...oh, how my mind is cleansed. Too much anger wasn't ever good
for a person, was it? This was by far the best way to relieve his stress.
And of
course...of course...it taught Snively a little respect. I'm in charge here,
thought Robotnik, but not angrily now. It was just a calm fact now. One that
his nephew was going to accept.
Robotnik
took in a deep breath.
Feel so
much better. Next time, hedgehog, next
time.
And he
turned away.
Stress
relief, anger management, body workout. Is that all Robotnik considered this
torture...?
Snively
sat up, blood dribbling down his chin. Tears shadowed the other element in his
eyes...the pure anger...the pure frustration...the pure hate.
One
day, Julian...you'll be on the end of this...
It
didn't matter what he thought.
It
would never change.
The
beating was eternal.
As long
as he was alive, somebody would hurt him.
It was
a fact, just a calm regular old fact.
Rage,
hate, pain, frustration, desperation...hate hate...the want to kill... The need
to not have a next time...
I don't
want a next time...
Those
were the fundamentals of a beating.