I just want to say
a. fleury 

I just want to say
To all you people
(miserable fucks)
Suck my cock
(can I say that?)
(i don't even have a cock)
Yeah, you heard me
Suck it hard.

Standing bleary-eyed in the aisle
I think my brain is rotting
Oozing from my ears
I'm on my hands and knees on the floor
Trying to mop it up
(i have no towels!)
I want it back, give it back
(sobbing inside)
your stupidity is sticking
it's decaying me.

Hey did you know
I'm so fucking pissed
(at all you fucks)
(no wait. I am empty inside)
(why can't I feel anything
beyond a shadow of an emotion)
(i'm just a page in a fucked-up book)

the heaven the hell it doesn't exist in
real-time, no, it's only found inside your mind.

Sitting in my car on break
You are all together, you are talking
You are being normal.
(can I be normal? Please?)
Empty. Staring empty. Blank. A blank piece
of (shit) paper.
Wondering why I'm here
But this is life, right. A job. Making money.
(i don't want your fucking life)

You can take your expectations, people
You can take your questions
You can take your stupidity
You can take your mocking glances
You can take your goddamn conversations of normalcy
And you can get down on your knees

And suckkkkkkk...
(my mind away)
My cock.