A Long
Stretch of Beach
By A.
Fleury
A/N:
Like a lot of my incomplete stories, I was all excited by the initial idea for
the story. And like a lot of my incomplete stories, I ran out of steam, or got
bored with it, or got another idea that overshadowed this one. Maybe sometime I’ll
get around to finishing it.
It was
going to be an introspective look into Sally. Remembering her father’s birthday
on the shorelines of the corrupted Robotropolian shoreline. I was also going to
throw Snively in there (You know me...I just can’t get enough of him!) But it
didn’t get far.
**
There
had been a time when the air didn't burn her throat. When the waves didn't
crash up yellow and frothing upon the rocks. A time when the water didn't feel
like acid burning at her toes. And a time, a glorious time, when the beach
hadn't been gray and dingy browns, filled with trash and sludge, and the fish
and seals had thrived in the clear depths.
It was
his birthday, and on this day, and other days when a King's schedule allotted
some personal time, he had brought her down to the shining sands of
Mobtropolian bay.
Today
was King Acorn's birthday and Sally stood alone on the shores of Robotroplian
bay. The toxic wind ruffled her auburn hair, bright against the deadened sky.
"Daddy...I
wish you were here. Even now. Even now we could run barefoot, and you could
hold my hand like a little child. We would burn our soles on the poison sand
but who can feel pain through such happiness?"
She
broke into sobbing suddenly, her flooded eyes staring out at what once had been
sapphire sea, what once had been golden sand with razorweed and flowering
bushes growing hardy there, what once had been an endless cerulean sky, and the
smell! She could still smell the wet vegetation and the salt, and the moist
air...it had smelled like LIFE. Like an exotic life; like mermaids gliding
through the waters beautiful and free. She could close her little-girl eyes and
float away.
Now it
was gone.
Gone
just like her father.
She
turned and looked to the east, into the depths of the city where the command
center rose up, as large and foreboding as the man it housed.
He was
the man who had taken everything away.
She
clenched her fist and turned back to the waves, the tears running freely.
She
licked her tongue out and caught them as they dribbled over her lips.
Midnight-colored
eyes closed and she tried to hold on to the taste, the salt in her mouth. She
was a little girl again and she was floating on her back looking up at the
clouds. Above her, her father stood with the water lapping about his stomach.
Relaxed but protective, ready to scoop her up should she need the support.
"Daddy,
swimming isn't hard. I knew how to do it by watching. But it was harder than it
looked. I thought I could pull it off so easily. But I struggled. You lifted me
up when I couldn't breathe, when I was coughing liquid from my throat.
“Sally,
many things look easy. But it is a matter of experience. When you have experience
you can make a hard task look simple. But swallowing water is part of the
experience. You can never learn anything unless you are willing to dive into
it, my dear. Try and try, Sally, and soon you will be a dolphin in the waves,
and everyone will marvel at how easy your swimming looks...
But you
will know the truth.”
She
believed him. He was so wise. The things he'd told her as a child...they had
never led her wrong.
She
stared out over the waves, grimacing. Even her tears tasted tainted, like the
air had contaminated them as soon as they rolled from her eyes. She didn't know
if she could sustain herself on the knowledge he'd given. She wanted him here.
To tell her the answers to all of the questions that clouded her young mind, to
guide her hand when she didn't know what path to chose.
But
he'd taught her, that she must sometimes find answers for herself, within
herself...
She
could see him, grinning as she mounted her first bicycle.
"You
have to balance yourself. That's all I can tell you. You have to figure it out
yourself. Come on, now, don't be afraid."
She
pushed off the ground with her feet and glided. She had it. But no. She fell
and scrapped her knees.
To
balance, to find the answer. She wiped away the pain-tears, determined not to
give up. She fell again.
"Daddy,
how do you do this?"
"I
can't tell you. You have to learn it yourself."
But how
can I learn something...when someone doesn’t tell me how?
She got
on the bike again, and suddenly, it clicked. She understood.
She
circled the garden pathway with the wind in her fur and her wet-cheeked face
held high, eyes squinting against the sun. So proud.
You
told me all I needed to know. The rest was up to me, daddy.
‘To
rule with honor, that is our family credo,’ that is what he'd told her, as a young
princess. All she could do was follow those basic guidelines. The rest...was up
to her to discover. The paths to choose.
But it was so hard, sometimes, so much harder than balancing a bicycle.